My boyfriend's brother

I was seeing this guy for a few weeks and things were going well. I met his hideouts, met his roommate, became friends with his chihuahua. There were a lot of sleepovers at his house and mine, and many BBQ's at his friend's house: an ex-marine.

Ex-marine was a very attractive guy. Tattooed, incredible body, hoarse voice, funny, sarcastic, tough looks... and married.

It turned out, all of my boyfriend's friends were ex-marines. What he didn't know is that I drool at the sight of a really good looking 'uniform'. Needless to say these encounters with his friends, were very stimulating for me and made for really good sex with him.

One weekend he announced, 'Oh, by the way my brother is coming and I want you to meet him' I said 'ok' without giving it a lot of thought. I remember now, that he mentioned that he was on the Navy but I didn't realize he was a Navy Seal.

In my book, these dudes are the top of the top of my 'military fantasies'.

He arrives, we meet him at a bar and we have a few drinks. The boy, 22, 5 9', blonde, short hair, gets totally wasted.
We took him home where we put him in the sofa, my bf says, I think we should take his clothes off.
(mamma mia) I said, 'sure let's do that.'
In the meantime he goes to the kitchen to get him some water and I start taking off his clothes. His unbuttoned shirt discovers a strong like rock chest and perfect abs. As I approach his belt and zipper I can only see this beautiful boy, totally passed out, with his pretty blue eyes closed and the sweetest expression.

I had to stop. I just watched, fantasized, and walked away.

My boyfriend comes back, we go upstairs and have amazing sex.
In the morning I walked out of the room, went downstairs completely naked, and took a look of him hoping his eyes were opened.

Deep down inside all I wanted for him was to watch, fantasize and walk away...